I Try So Hard (SONG) Uploaded: 01 Jan 2006

Chris Colwell

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Chris Colwell

I am Quadriplegic paralyzed from the chest down. My only goal is to strive for something better. I write hip hop music for those with open and creative minds

THANK YOU...EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LISTEN, I APPRECIATE IT. MY NAME IS CHRIS. I STARTED RHYMIN, RAPPING... WHATEVER......AROUND JUNE 2005. SPEAKING IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I CAN STILL DO PHSICALLY....THAT I ENJOY. SINCE 4/23/03 I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED FROM THE CHEST DOWN. I HAVE LIMITED ARM CONTROL AND NO HAND CONTROL. WITH ADAPTIVE TOOLS ,AND MY VOICE I FORTUNATELY CAN STILL MAKE MUSIC. NOW IN 2009. I AM FULLY PRODUCING ORIGINAL SONGS, AND INSTRUMENTALS OF ALL KINDS. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME. MESMERIZE, DZK, SINIMA, AND MANY OTHERS.

Song Info

Genre

Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General

Charts

Peak #1,447

Peak in subgenre #668

Uploaded

January 01, 2006

Track Files

MP3

MP3 2.0 MB • 128 kbps • 2:13

Story behind the song

This song is about how difficult it is to meet people since becoming paralyzed

Lyrics

I TRY SO HARD
BUT….IT REALLY DOES’NT MATTER
NO ONE EVER LOOKS AT ME 
IT’S LIKE I’M WEARIN PLAID
THE WHEELCHAIR I’M SITTIN IN
AT FIRST IT MADE ME GLAD
BUT TRYIN TO MEET NEW PEOPLE IN IT
HAD ME FEELIN BAD

SO….…. I SIT AT HOME ALONE
WONDERIN IF LYRICS IS 
A WAY TO MAKE ME KNOWN
CAUGHT UP IN A ZONE
FINDIN WAYS TO BETTER ME
MOVIN FORWARD STEADILY
OPEN ROAD AHEAD OF ME
MY RIDE…. A MOBILE THRONE

MY SEAT IS THE INTERIOR
NEVER FEEL COMPLETE
IF I HAD FEET I’D SEEM INFERIOR
SEE ME IN THE STREET
ALWAYS THERE TO GREET MY TERRIER
LOOK AT ME …… I’M  HUMAN
DO MY WHEELS MAKE ME SCARRIER

MAYBE SO IF I WAS HAIRIER
BUT…….I’M NOT
SO TELL ME WHY THE BARRIER

FRIENDS ARE ALL I GOT
SO FOR ME THE MORE THE MERRY-HER
SHE’S THE REASON I GOT MARRIED

NOW I’M FEELIN FINE
NOTHIN BUT A BETTER ME ON MY MIND
GOT TOO ENTWINED
IN A THOUGHT OF WHAT IS YET TO BE
A FUTURE WE MIGHT NEVER SEE

ALL  IS HERE TO FIND
REFINING MY IDENTITY
THE ONLY WAY TO GET IT
PUT THE PEDAL TO THE GRIND
KEEP MY HEAD UP WHEN I’M FED UP 
FOCUS ONLY ON THE MOMENT
LEAVING HEART AND SOUL DIVINE






NOW A MEMORY…OF A TIME…YOU AND ME
ALL WAS FINE YOU…HAPPILY…GETTING BY
ONLY HAD EACH OTHER…
NOT  TO MENTION WE COULD FLY…
IN A TUNNEL…OR THE SKY
JUST THE THOUGHT WOULD GET ME HIGH

IN EACH OTHER WE CONFIDE
LIKE A SISTER OR A BROTHER
NEVER DOUBTING ONE ANOTHER
SO MUCH LEFT TO BE DISCOVERED
ON THIS PATH OF YOU AND I
NEVER LEFT TO ROAM ALONE 
AND WONDER WHY

BUT…THINGS ARE’NT LIKE 
THEY WERE BEFORE
AND THE SITUATION THAT I’M IN
AIN’T HELPIN FUH SURE
IT’S SO HARD TO IGNORE
HOW THE PAIN OF IT WON’T SETTLE
LIKE THE WEIGHT OF LEAD OR METAL
ON MY NECK
AND NOW I’M FED UP AGAIN
BUT…TO DWELL… ON THE PAST… IS A SIN
AND TO WAKE…EVERY DAY …IS A NEW TO BEGIN…..
IN THE END ALL WE NEED IS A FRIEND
OPEN EYES TILL THE END
WHILE  I TRY SO HARD

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