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Life Without Control (SONG) Upload 25 Nov 05
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I am Quadriplegic paralyzed from the chest down. My only goal is to strive for something better. I write hip hop music for those with open and creative minds
THANK YOU...EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LISTEN, I APPRECIATE IT. MY NAME IS CHRIS. I STARTED RHYMIN, RAPPING... WHATEVER......AROUND JUNE 2005. SPEAKING IS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I CAN STILL DO PHSICALLY....THAT I ENJOY. SINCE 4/23/03 I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED FROM THE CHEST DOWN. I HAVE LIMITED ARM CONTROL AND NO HAND CONTROL. WITH ADAPTIVE TOOLS ,AND MY VOICE I FORTUNATELY CAN STILL MAKE MUSIC. NOW IN 2009. I AM FULLY PRODUCING ORIGINAL SONGS, AND INSTRUMENTALS OF ALL KINDS. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME. MESMERIZE, DZK, SINIMA, AND MANY OTHERS.
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Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
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Peak #2,485
Peak in subgenre #1,328
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November 25, 2005
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MP3 2.8 MB • 128 kbps • 3:00
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being alone is what motivated me to write this.
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All the time I’m wondering if I belong Alone am i At times I’m barely holdin on I need a sign To keep from goin under Will my mind submit to Knowin I will never walk again I’m hopin this is not the way I’m going Life without control of it ain’t easy ya know Mostly I’m just caught up in a zone Trapped inside and livin through A memory I’m feelin alone Reminisen silently I know Observing how my suffering’s Enough for me I’m losin control In the past it helped me grow but,loneliness is settin in I wish that love was getting in I’m sick of cryin yo Being paralyzed ain’t the life for me If I had a million bucks I’d live this life delightfully Buy a home that’s right for me Find someone who has a grasp on life To sleep at night with me So nothing else would frighten me That would be alright But,tonight I’m sleepin solo Like every other night I’m afraid of growin old that’s right If there’s anything I fear It’s not having someone near When the end is near All the time I’m wondering if I belong Alone am i At times I’m barely holdin on I need a sign To keep from goin under Will my mind give in to Knowin I will never walk again I try to put my feelings into words But,lately I’ve been feeling just a little discouraged I know that life is beautiful but,I’m not really sure Just where I’m going I’m lookin in the mirror no emotion am i showin thinking maybe I’m no longer growin but,if I wanna make a million bucks my mission’s to be known Is anybody listening I’m speakin with a tone Of emotional stress Every moment thinking what direction Is the best Existing in a prison with a physical test Why is it my feelings always fluctuate Love is just a touch away A simple thought or breath But,lately I’ve been focusing on death I don’t wanna die but,at times I feel there’s nothing left So I Sit alone and cry How will I survive Is ryhmin something I can strive for To keep me alive All the time I’m wondering if I belong Alone am i At times I’m barely holdin on I need a sign To keep from goin under Will my mind except the fact that I will never walk again….walk again
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