Lyrics
1- how come its always a fight?, i cant do anything right, n there was never a night, that i was ever alright,
wit every letter i write, wit every sentence i rhyme, im feelin like shit, hope it gets, better in time,
wit every breath on the mic, theres somethin inside thats, buggin my mind i, wonder my "whys" im, fucked up but wise, i look up to the sky n im wonderin why the fuck im alive, why?,
i seem to be in a shell, they say i need to get help, they got me screamin n yellin i wanna be someone else,
they wanna see me in jail, they wanna see me in a cell, they wanna see me rottin at the bottom of hell, no way,
and you cant change me, so dont even try,
and you cant feel me pain, no, dont even lie,
im tryna stay so strong, tryna stand so tall, but everytime i try to fly, i fall, i feel so small.
hook- someday ill soar, ill explore the world,
someday ill be more than what i am and what ive ever been before,
someday, someday, ill show you i can,
someday, someday, youll know who i am.
2- i cant be perfect, im feelin worthless,
im livin n learnin concerned about what i deserve n imma earn it,
this earth is, so wild, so wrong, hope yall,
know how to be strong, know how to go on, n im,
stressin cuz im second guessin my success n im questionin heaven how'my gonna progress?, when im upset, n,
this shit'll never end until im better than the rest n, ill never rest, i gotta be the best n keep impressin,
but yet im thinkin that im wastin away,
i find myself sleepin these days away,
cuz id rather be dreamin than face today,
tell me does anybody need me?, cuz im fadin away,
i cant take this, this place is,
fulla fake shit, people wit 2 faces,
no medication, could ever save me,
from breakin down, makin mistakes, or goin crazy.
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3- whats the matter with me?, i cant even explain,
im goin mad it seems, and i just cannot change,
why does this happen to me?, everydays the same,
its such a battle to keep, at it and maintain,
i want the fortune n fame, i wont forfit this game, i deal wit my fear n my shame, so ill deal wit this pain,
n i hope yall feel what i say, im so lost and,
i got nothin here to save me from fallin.{singin}
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