(This song is unfinished and unedited and done in one take, the full lyrics are written with a real male doing the chorus - stay tuned)
Story behind the song
For a girl who helped me get over a very bad relationship, of course things got complicated as usual - I still appreciate her friendship.
Lyrics
So far, I've met a lot of of people on my journey,
Like unworthy girlies with curly hair who surely want to burn me//
No mercy, but I'm no longer topsy-turvey,
Now I'll jersey all the scourge with flurries 'till they're on a gurney//
It wasn't like this from the start though,
Not so optomistic before my mind goes under control of a dark soul//
But I was remedied by a friend with chemestry,
I was a pleb and she sensibly extended her empathy//
I was tremendously desperate for some ecstacy,
Slept with these other girls, then got a hint of jealousy//
No penalty, she accepted me,
I wanted her next to me but we lacked the ingredients for the recipe//
I suspected she had the seeds planted - Open sesame'd my hesitance,
connected then rejected me//
Collected pieces I didn't know existed,
Of my heart - within my fist, shot like the stars as I made a wish//
__ They say that I'm crazy,
And girl that's not far from the truth//
But I was saved, and maybe baby,
You're the star that helped my wish come true!//
I suppose that my chances are lower I guess,
It took me a bit to see why you helped me over my ex//
Even though you didn't steal it, you returned my confidence,
Helped me jump over the wall I faced while I was on the fence//
Unlocked sarcophagus, mummies raps are bottomless now
As a consequence of you bringing me back to conciousness//
You educated me of a state that makes me levitate,
Generate a way for your brain to be what I penetrate//
I know I felt something real,
Becoming chill as I write a song for a girl I don't wanna fucking kill//
That's gotta be a first, just jotting seems to work,
Gives me butterflies, no wonder I don't want to be a jerk//
In the darkness my heart gets to it's largest,
You're the farthest person from me but I still feel close regardless//
Even though were friends - I need a closed jaw
Leave your clothes on - personalities magically - Leviosaaaa//
Wingardrium, you give me wings like Red Bull,
To fly over all the bullshit that I've ever been through//
Now I follow through with everything as I intend to,
Rend this instrumental into the momento for the song I present you//
I first heard Sam Smith while riding your car,
Divided as we are now, I'm not subsiding any farther//
To residing at your bar, but combining private parts -
Whatever... I'm already gliding higher than the stars NOW//
__ They say I'm crazy,
Because they don't know what I have gone through//
But I was saved, and maybe baby,
You're the star that helped my wish come true//